(br)OK(en)"I am okay"The lie I tell myself dailyResonates within my headMemories of times pastOf happiness and loveWith no sorrow or worryWhere did it go?Why did it go?"I am okay"Again the lie speaks to meIt cries out in desperationNo one knows the lieThanks to the front I put onA front of happinessA front to comfort othersNo one needs to knowNo one needs to careThe crippling pain is all I know anymore"I am okay"I keep up the lieHoping it will make things betterA pointless hopeBut a hope none the less"I am okay"What does it say of meThat all I hold onto is a lieAnd reinforced by a lie"I am okay""I swear I am okay""I'm fine"...Lies......All of them......Nothing more than lies..."I am okay"No"I am broken"
ChancesI don't think you truly understand what you mean to me. I don't think you know that I think about you always. In my waking. In my dreaming. When I am unable to see you,You are in my thoughtsAnd when I do see you,All I want is to grab you and kiss you. All I want is to be close to you. To tell you I love you, but you aren't even going to give me a chance. How can you know I'm not your happiness without giving me a chance?Open your mind. Open your heart. Please. For me. Don't shut me out. Let me prove myself. Let me become the reason you smile. Let me kiss you and say I love you. Take a leap of faith. Take the chanceAnd let me love you.
About a GirlAll I ever did was love you,All I ever did was try to see you happy,All I ever did was care for you,But you took my sincerity as a lie,You passed me off as a monster,Only wanting a cheap fuck,And being drugged out the rest of the time,And you know what,I still yearn for youI wish to give you my love and my timeBut still,You have a hard time feeling safeYou ask what if I hurt youAnd I give you a promise that I won’tYou say promises break,But this one shall not be brokenBecause,Believe me when I say,That all I want is to call you mine,And to say I love you
The Most Important PersonYou tell me that you are unimportantYou told me that you weren’t specialOh, how wrong you wereYou are by far the most important person in my lifeI love you with all of my heart and mindAnd I would do anything to prove it to youYou always say you want to kill yourselfBut I won’t let youIf you jump,I’ll catch youIf you hang,I will hold you upIf you cut,I’ll have you do it to me instead of youYou ask me why I am so nice,But I’m not being niceI truly mean what I say.Still you say you are nobodyThat you are nothingNever has my day been turned around thanks to nobodyNever have I woken up with a smile on my face for nothingYou are somebodyYou are somethingAnd not just anything,But my everythingYou hold yourself in the darkWalking in everybody’s shadowIt’s time to step into the lightWith somebody who loves youI love you.