(br)OK(en)"I am okay"The lie I tell myself dailyResonates within my headMemories of times pastOf happiness and loveWith no sorrow or worryWhere did it go?Why did it go?"I am okay"Again the lie speaks to meIt cries out in desperationNo one knows the lieThanks to the front I put onA front of happinessA front to comfort othersNo one needs to knowNo one needs to careThe crippling pain is all I know anymore"I am okay"I keep up the lieHoping it will make things betterA pointless hopeBut a hope none the less"I am okay"What does it say of meThat all I hold onto is a lieAnd reinforced by a lie"I am okay""I swear I am okay""I'm fine"...Lies......All of them......Nothing more than lies..."I am okay"No"I am broken"
About a GirlAll I ever did was love you,All I ever did was try to see you happy,All I ever did was care for you,But you took my sincerity as a lie,You passed me off as a monster,Only wanting a cheap fuck,And being drugged out the rest of the time,And you know what,I still yearn for youI wish to give you my love and my timeBut still,You have a hard time feeling safeYou ask what if I hurt youAnd I give you a promise that I won’tYou say promises break,But this one shall not be brokenBecause,Believe me when I say,That all I want is to call you mine,And to say I love you
Everything I Could Wish ForIt is a night of romance,Late night,The moon while mid-sky cast its romantic light,The weather is mild,And the wind is subtle,But it is enough to blow your hair,You fuss to get it under control,But I couldn’t help but notice your beautyI could sit there for hours just talking to you,Just staring into your eyes,I wouldn’t regret a moment of the time spentO how you look so beautifulYou and I laugh as we lay in the grass,As we gaze upon the stars,You point out a shooting starWe make a wish“What did you wish for?”You askAnd I respond,“Nothing.”“What do you mean nothing?”You ask curiouslyAnd I respond,“Well,I already have everything I could’ve wished for.”Then,Upon, my lips,You place a kiss,A kiss with your lips of silkAnd I correct myself,“Now I have everything I could have wished for”O how it is a night of romance
ChancesI don't think you truly understand what you mean to me. I don't think you know that I think about you always. In my waking. In my dreaming. When I am unable to see you,You are in my thoughtsAnd when I do see you,All I want is to grab you and kiss you. All I want is to be close to you. To tell you I love you, but you aren't even going to give me a chance. How can you know I'm not your happiness without giving me a chance?Open your mind. Open your heart. Please. For me. Don't shut me out. Let me prove myself. Let me become the reason you smile. Let me kiss you and say I love you. Take a leap of faith. Take the chanceAnd let me love you.